16 & fouteen , Love got the best of these young ages -

by Savannah Michelle
(Kentucky , Btown.)

I'm almost turning fourteen now and it's 2010 & he just turned 16 in January . I met the guy I absolutely love in 2008 threw Myspace , he was my whole world & he still is . We fought constantly & non - stop . We would fight & not talk to each other for a while then we would come back to each other , & he has had some "issues" of his own that I have helped him with . When we started talking in 2008 I was only 12 & he was 14 , I had no one ; He had no one so we both made each other feel something we have never felt before . As of now its 2010 , & were not together ; I don't see why . We have been threw everything , our love has NEVER faded or we wouldn't keep chasing each other even when he moved to Mississippi in 09 ` our love traveled with one another . Now , he's dating "Brittani"a new girl that lives like 10 minutes away maybe , & i live like one hour away . He used to text me saying he loved me while he's dating her ; until we got in a huge fight yesterday & he told me to kill myself it would make things better ; then him & his friend sent a forward around about me saying I was such a whore & I'm dating this black guy with a space between his two front teeth & it had a picture w / the text . I don't see how he can do this , I don't see how I can love him ; but I do &i always will . I'm not good enough apparently & i just don't know why I'm not ; It hurts to think 2 years wasted ; But maybe , just maybe he'll come around & I'll be back in his arms again .