831 (our symbol to say "i love u")

I used to date this guy in my class. But everyone hates him even some of my friends say he's annoying. But I'm the only one who knows him and his feelings. That's what made me fall in love with him. We broke up but still love each other. Now for some reason he's not talking to me. Then the class started a rumor that he was gay and that he likes the guy I used to like before him. All three of us are the same nationality. My friends refer to us as the "triangle"! I don't know if he's gay and I do love him but he's denied everything about him being gay. It's harder to find out now that he doesn't talk to me. It's so hard to realize that the person you love might have never loved you. I know he said he did but was it because he didn't want people to know that he was gay? Did he use me? Why do people fall in love?

I hope things work out for me. I miss him....