A Girl who had been rejected by a guy twice.

by Rhea
(Philippines)

I'm a Junior student, who has a crush with a guy since sophomore year. But as time passed by, He already knew that I have something murmuring in my heart. And it's beating everytime I saw him. I thought he also had feelings for me, but he didn't. I'm only the one who take advantage with the advice of my Friends. I was too depressed and disappointed because it's the 1st time that a girl was rejected by a Boy. I cried many times because of him. And then, I realize. He's not the only guy who can Love me as much that I love him. Then, someone came into my life. He told me something, and that is He has a great feelings for me. I was shocked and nervous the only thing I said is, Are you insane? Do you hear yourself? It's impossible. And then, When I left him. I was regretting with what I have said. He's the heartthrob. :( I was rejected again because He found another girl that I think it's better than me. I said I'll moved on, But my heart keeps telling me that I need him. I need him to love me, to make me happy. To make me a better person. :) :((