Sweet, Wonderful Angel-Girl....You are forgiven; You are loved; You are NOT Alone; I have/do feel the same way as you do at times & I am a 56 year old woman!
I believe that often we "isolate" ourselves for one reason or another. There are many things we can do to not feel so "alone" & "friendless", though sometimes they can seem "scary" at first-especially if we have been "abused" in any way.
ALLOW YOURSELF to be your OWN BFF...then go SHARE THAT BFF with anybody & everyone that you come in contact with. If you become a friend to yourself first, find somebody in need & extend your hand & heart to them...you will find no need for "shame" of any kind, whether that other person is "appreciative" or not, because you will know in your heart that you made the "effort" & gave freely without any "expectations."
I have often found, I am the first person I need to "befriend" without "expectations"; I then find it easier to be somebody else's "friend" & find "friends."
I don't know your experience or circumstances-only mine-but if you need a friend, or somebody to talk with...I am HERE for YOU! You are NOT ALONE; YOU, SWEET DARLIN', have touched my HEART & SOUL because I have often cried many lonely tears myself & prayed "God PLEASE send me TRUE friends"...HE/SHE/THE UNIVERSE IS YOUR FRIEND!
We need to find hope & comfort in that & then reach out to others. Thank you for reaching out & sharing your feelings...I know that I am not "alone" in the very same thoughts you have expressed!
I have heard a saying that "to find a friend, we must be a friend"....YOU HAVE A FRIEND IN ME...now please PRECIOUS ONE...reach out & find others!
Best wishes to you FORGIVEN Angel! We are not alone...it's a huge, wide universe with outstretched arms & hugs to find!
Sep 05, 2009 Rating
Talk to me by: trisha
Blessed are those who talk to themselves. Those are the ones that truly grow in love. From inside to outside, make that your journey. Don't be shy to feel and learn along your way. You are young and precious.