I may have friends,
none of them know me.
On the outside you see happiness, peacefulness, and joy.
The inside is contrary, full of pain, loneliness, and regret.
The people I trusted,
the people I believed,
the people I loved,
have betrayed me.
I've shut down,
refusing to let anyone else in.
letting in new people causes emotions,
emotions I can't afford to have.
I'm all alone now.
no one to help me through the tears,
I'll have to live with this hole in my heart,
until the day I die.
The one thing that could have saved me...
was for you to never say goodbye.