An Unexplainable Feeling toward someone
Dear Laura,
A couple of months ago, I've been praying to find a Christian like me to be my boyfriend. Until one Sunday morning, when the service was about to start, I've seen a guy whom I have met just a couple of weeks ago from a medical mission. And right at that moment, I felt uneasy and there's something within me that's saying " He's the one you are looking for".
From that day, he became my crush. I asked my closest friend if he knew that guy. Every Sunday, I can see him but I don't have the chance to meet him or even introduce myself to him...But I never stop praying for it.
And it happened. He's the one who approached me first and he introduced himself to me. The following Sundays, all my prayer requests were answered. Until one day, he asked me to come with him for a date... At that moment, he told me that he started to feel something special for me. He's missing me so often but the problem was he had a gf already before he met me. He said he was so confused. And I am also very confused and quite afraid for myself coz my feelings for him are starting to grow deeper.
And another Sunday came upon, and he asked me out again. And finally he said he loves me but he said he wasn't sure of any plans he has for his gf or even for me.
What should I do? I can't resist him... And I'm still clinging with the thought that came to my mind when I first felt this feeling for him. My heart still believes that he is the guy that God had sent to me. It is a very strange feeling and I don't know how to stop it.
Miss Laura, I kinda need your advice here. Thank you and God bless.