Apology to My Wife
"To love your wife is not enough. It's showing that you love her that counts."
This quote means everything to me. I am not going to get into details about my marriage but i will tell you what it means to me.
The ten years that i have been married, i never gave my wife the love and attention that she truly deserved. I always loved my wife but was never there for her when she needed me the most. Like times when she was sick or sad or just needed a shoulder to cry on.
I don't want to make excuses for myself but the last three years of my life have been very hard for me, mentally and physical. I been deployed 2 times to Iraq and once to Cambodia. I think i suffer from PTSD but not sure.
I will say, i owe my wife so much loving. What i am going to do know and forever is not just tell my wife everyday that i love her, i will show her that i love her.
When ever she is sick i will be right by her side helping her through it. I will spend all my free time with her and be her best friend ever. I will always try to make her laugh and be happy. If she is in a bad mood, i will calm her down. If she tries to have argument with me, i will just say sorry and nothing else. Bottom line is I am deeply in love with my wife and i will always show her that i am. Rebuild the trust and love in your marriage