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by lexi
(orange county , california , america)

i met this guy & the first time our eyes met, i felt like it was just me & him no one else in the world existed. 2 months later we fell in love & dated. 3 months later he broke my heart. made me cry for 2 months more. he was my world , i still have some of his text messages cause he made me feel better & whenever i feel like crying i read them & i feel better.

i thought of suicide & had to go to counseling. i think about him all day & try to get his attention. yet he ignores me like he never knew me. every night i listen to our song & cry myself to sleep knowing i will never get him back. i pray every sunday all throughout church that i get my baby boy back but it never works. i used to be the happiest person ever & now look where i'm at. i guess all i have to say to you is, never trust a guy with your hear.t he'll just end up breaking it.