Blaming Myself

by Roneece Pieters
(Brooklyn, New York, United States)

I feel as if I've lied to you...or maybe I've just been lying to myself about my feelings for you. Everything started just right...late night phone calls with you putting smiles on my face that could last for days.

Taking the next step was so hard for me so I withdrew and threw the towel in. Now I understand when they say "it's me, not you" because it was me who doubted the strength of our bond, it was me who was scared of our love, and it's me who is running. Not You.

I desperately need for you to believe me because I will be held responsible for breaking your heart...If I never told you before, I'm telling you now: I blame myself.  

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