I have been in love with this amazing guy, who also happens to be my best friend, for almost 8 months now. I told him I liked him once before, and it was extremely awkward, so I had to tell him I was over him when I wasn't.
The months that follewed were filled with heartache and regret. Now, I don't know how much heartache I can take. I want to just scream to him how I feel, but just the thought makes me afraid of what I could lose.
I know that knowing the truth and being disappointed is better than wondering what could have been, but I would never want to sacrifice our strong friendship because of my feelings for him. I think that I would be good for him; we would be good for each other.
I've fallen head over heels, and he is blind.