Broke Up With Him

by tonya
(united states)

I dated this guy at the beginning of this year. I broke up with him a couple times over stupid things. We ended up getting back together both times. Then his cousin sent me a text on his phone and said we were over and I said the wrong thing.

I loved him and still do. I've been wishing for the past 4 months so that we would get back together. Even though we don't talk very much anymore, I still catch myself thinking about him constantly.

Every time we do talk, I freak out and don't know what to say because I'm afraid I'm going to say something stupid. Half the time when I see him, he doesn't say anything to me, so I never know when to talk to him.

I've come close to forgetting about him but every time he's near, he always ends up talking to me and giving me a hug. When this happens, I just fall in love with him all over again. I don't know what to do anymore. Although I broke up with him, there's a part of me that still wants him.

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