Broken-hearted

by Karli Birtch
(ontario Canada)

I met this guy and I really had it bad for him. We talked 24/7, on some occasions, we fell asleep on the phone and even webcam. We had both got grounded countless times for being up too late.


Then one night I told him that I liked him more then a friend and he said he felt the same way. I was so happy but I decided not to rush into things and just talk for a few more days before I asked him out.

A few days went by along with a few more groundings and I finally asked him out. He told me maybe. I knew this was better then no so I took it and let him think about it for another week.

Then after a week, he asked me what he was to me and I told him he was the biggest crush in my life. Then he told me that he was more then that. so right away, I thought he said yes, but I decided to play it cool and pretend I had no clue what he was talking about, so I asked him then what are you?

He told me that he was much much more than a crush. I said that I would never know this since he hadn't given me an answer. He said, I don't think you're gonna like this answer.

I felt my heart drop a little but then, it picked back up as be continued to write. I was praying he would just say I'd love his answer, not like it.

When he sent the message, my heart shattered into a million pieces. Tears started to fall from my eyes as I read what he wrote. His exact words were: "I'm sorry. I already have a girlfriend. That's why I never gave you an answer."

The worst part of all was this was the second time he'd been so close to being mine then hooked up with another girl. I just thought things would be different this time, but I was majorly wrong.

I've been up for 48 hours crying till i puke. I've had no sleep. I just can't get him off my mind. I don't know how he could have done this to me. He knew he was my everything. I thought he felt the same.

I have no clue what to do. Do I tell him how I feel? Do I ignore him and refuse to give him the time of day?

I need someone to talk to because he used to be the one I told everything to. I don't know why, but i still love him.

We talked about how we wanted to spend the rest of our lives together. I miss him and wanna talk to him but I have no clue what to say.

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Dec 29, 2009
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Broken Heart
by: Anonymous

That kind of happened to me, but it was over text messages. It really does suck, but you just have to think to yourself that it's his loss.

Nov 17, 2009
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Guy Friend
by: Anonymous

It's really sad that guys like that can call themselves men...it's pathetic. He shouldn't have led you on. My advice to you...get yourself a bounce back guy, but make sure he is a friend and HE KNOWS THAT YOU'RE DOING THIS. It will help and who knows...You may find you like your guy friend.

Mar 03, 2009
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Forget about him and stop and think
by: Anonymous

You were just infatuated. You cannot get so attached to someone you only talked to on the phone. If he talked to you behind his girlfriend's back, he would do it to you.

Get involved in activities with other people face to face and not just on the phone. Join a club or take some special classes like art or cooking. While doing something you love, you will learn to love yourself more and love will eventually gravitate toward you.

That guy was a loser to lead you on and let you down but he is not worth another breath from you. Do not speak to him again. Just block his number off your phone and email.

Love yourself first and other men will love you because God loves you! Make sure you get active. You will be surprised how much better you will feel and a little chocolate helps! :)

Mar 03, 2009
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ddehfreufh
by: Anonymous

Awww that's so sad...I would try my best to forget about him and move on to better people. Sometimes going out with a best friend doesn't go too well either. I've had a lot of situations like that and I hate having to know that others might have to go through the same thing.

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