but i loved him...
by Colette
but then he told me he liked me and i was beautiful. i couldn't help but feel so in love. maybe i was just so starstruck that the world around me seemed better. i tend to do that a lot. i will see something or be somewhere or meet someone and i will be so blinded by joy or love that i forget to come to my senses and actually see the whole picture. i kind of think that life is just one big old story and you have to take it one page at a time. me being myself, i like to skip a few chapters and get to the part where everything is great. but the chapters i missed are what warned me that not everything is as amazing as it seems. after like two or three weeks of feeling great he all of the sudden just stopped talking to me for three days. i asked him if he was okay and he said that he didn't know and he was confused about a lot of stuff. then we both decided that it would be better if we stayed only friends. the next day he had a new girlfriend. i know that in him is the sweetest guy i have ever met, but without sour, there couldn't be a sweet. i think that i still love him but i have come to a realization that it's time to move on, even if it is the most painful thing i have to do. |