Can't Let Go of Him

by Carolyn
(New Zealand)

I let him go, so he could be happy with her....
Now I'm just drowning in my own tears.
Seeing them together breaks my heart.
It makes me think is this what we could have had.
I've started cutting myself for him, but even that doesn't take away the pain that he has caused.
I try so hard to forget about him. But every where I go, there will be something that reminds me of him. Even if it's just something small and simple.
But like I've said from the start. I'll do anything for him to be happy even if it means I'll have to be miserable because of it.