Confused Between Mind and Heart
by Blistered Reality
I'm currently dating a guy for 4 years and it is a rocky relationship. He's always going for his expensive stuff instead of settling down. Every time we had arguments on small issues. I've tried to be patient but he'll always take that for granted.
I met a guy who's 6 years younger than me. We treated each other as brother and sister. However, every time we meet, we'd hug each other, hold hands like a couple but at the same time he'll keep calling me sister.
I know I had a crush on him ever since I met him. And he gave me the kind of attention I need which my current boyfriend didn't give at all.
I don't want to make my "brother" as a replacement. I hope our relationship will only stay as "sister-brother". But my heart and my mind is having a war now. As of my current boyfriend, I'm ready to let him go as I've had enough of the silent war he gave whenever any argument starts. Plus he'll always blame me for anything that happened although it's obvious it isn't.
I don't know what should I do now. I hope to get some advice from someone.