Confused between two guys
by Denise Resto
(East Hartford CT US)
I'm confused between two guys and don't know who to choose. I have two boys that want to be with me. First, there's my boyfriend, Chris. We went out for 2 years in the past, then we broke up for a year because I moved and he cheated.
We lost all contact and I thought I had moved on. but then when we got back in contact, I realized I still loved him to death. He will always have my heart, so we got back together, but the only problem is were kinda doing a long distance relationship because we live 30 minutes away from each other.
I love him with all my heart. He was my first love and my first everything. I know I will never get over him. I mean we're even engaged right now, but my fear is that the distance may be too much for him.
I won't be moving back to New Haven with him till February. I'm scared he might want to break off the engagement and just be friends which is why I turned to the other boy.
The second guy is my ex, Byron. I was going out with him with him when me and Chris broke up. We went out for almost a year and even though my feelings for him are not as strong as they are for Chris, I still have feelings for him.
I see him every day and I can spend time with him whenever I want, but whenever I'm with Byron, all I think about is Chris.
Lately, I've been trying to step back from Chris a little because I feel like that way if he does leave, then maybe it won't hurt as much.
I don't know what to do. I know I want to be with Chris forever but I don't think that's gonna happen and I know that me and Byron can make something out of our relationship if I gave him another chance, but how can I do that when all I think about is Chris?
I'm so confused. Can you help me figure out what to do because I really don't want hurt either of them but I don't want to end up hurt in the end either. How to find out for sure if someone is right for you