Confused between two guys
by Denise Resto
We lost all contact and I thought I had moved on. but then when we got back in contact, I realized I still loved him to death. He will always have my heart, so we got back together, but the only problem is were kinda doing a long distance relationship because we live 30 minutes away from each other. I love him with all my heart. He was my first love and my first everything. I know I will never get over him. I mean we're even engaged right now, but my fear is that the distance may be too much for him. I won't be moving back to New Haven with him till February. I'm scared he might want to break off the engagement and just be friends which is why I turned to the other boy. The second guy is my ex, Byron. I was going out with him with him when me and Chris broke up. We went out for almost a year and even though my feelings for him are not as strong as they are for Chris, I still have feelings for him. I see him every day and I can spend time with him whenever I want, but whenever I'm with Byron, all I think about is Chris. Lately, I've been trying to step back from Chris a little because I feel like that way if he does leave, then maybe it won't hurt as much. I don't know what to do. I know I want to be with Chris forever but I don't think that's gonna happen and I know that me and Byron can make something out of our relationship if I gave him another chance, but how can I do that when all I think about is Chris? I'm so confused. Can you help me figure out what to do because I really don't want hurt either of them but I don't want to end up hurt in the end either. How to find out for sure if someone is right for you Click here to read or post comments. |