Confused & Scared
by mr lonely
(hyderabad)
Confused & Scared
Hi, I'm a guy of 23 doing my executive MBA along with my outsourcing business. I'm a possessive but caring person, as said by my friends.
I have a very good childhood friend who was in love with a girl whom I have hardly seen. A year back, they broke up because of family differences because my friend belongs to a rich family and his girlfriend is of middle class. Since my friend is the only son to his parents, they made him end the relation.
When they broke up, I felt really very sad for my friend as he was deeply in love with the girl, but was helpless. In the meantime, I met that girl and we both indirectly tried to convince my friend, but that was of no use.
Later his girlfriend and I became very good friends and I fought with my friend over the issue of another girl as he was giving more importance to her and not to his girlfriend, so this made me irate. Due to this, it's been over a year that I have talked with my friend.
As time went on, my friend's old girlfriend talked regularly and gradually fell in love, but the thing is that she calls me her best friend and sees me as a kind of brother as well.
So right now I'm very much confused about what to do and what not to do? At present, if she didn't come into my life, I would definitely drop it. It's because of her that I have started my own outsourcing business along with my studies.
I'm thinking that if I can prove myself then I will propose her for marriage, but the thing is I'm scared and wonder if it's right?
Will she understand me and accept my love? I'm very much confused, so please help me with your advices...