Confused

by kasandra
(Wa)

Hello! I've been dating this guy for almost 9 years and everything was great until one day he cheated on me and I just found out about it because of my instincts. I found out that it was his coworker. He told me that they were just friends but after I'd gone through his email, I found out that they been together for 3 months.

After I confronted him, he called and called me on the phone, asking for forgiveness ... and I did forgive him ... So after a couple of months, we got back together.

My first problem is he won't commit to the relationship and it seems like he has no plans to get married. Now it gives me doubt that he might cheat on me again ... that's why he won't commit.

The other problem that I have is during the times we were struggling, his best friend was there to help me out. We talked on the phone almost every day and we hung out. But one day, he called me and he told me that he didn't want to be friends with me anymore and he even told me that "My world revolves around you". So I'm like thinking, what did I do wrong? And then he stopped calling me. I learned to love him because he was there when I needed someone. So right now I'm still with my boyfriend and I know I love him but I kinda miss his best friend and I miss hanging out with him. So what should I do? help me please. =(