Confusion about Love
We started as friends, perhaps, we are still friends. Nothing more, nothing less..
We just came to a point, where I couldn't identify "love" and friendly love.
He made me feel so important, he even had a mushy lines for me. I thought we're starting to have a "next-level" relationship.
But one day, he told me that he is confused about his true identity, and kissed another guy. Of course, I was so shocked!. He asked me if I was angry. Hell, yes!
He told me that he was so hurt because he hurt me and for lying to me. He even sang a song for me to try to lessen the pain I was experiencing.
He told me that he would give me time to understand was is happening to us. He told me that he won't give up on us, on me, on our friendship.
After a few days, we became friends. I thought I understood him, but I still didn't. He asked me if was ok, and I said yes. But as a couple, we were not. Damn, I'm so hurt.
Now we are friends, but out misunderstanding is still present. I don't know what to do.
It's just so painful. Expectations really can hurt people.