Confusion

by Kate
(USA)

So, I've been with this guy Colin for about 4 months officially, about 6 including our "hooking up" stage. I've liked him for almost 8. Anyway, we're together and I keep having this feeling of breaking up with him, but I don't know what to do. I try going on breaks, and can't handle it. It's awful and it's not fair to him but I feel like I really like him and all but I don't want a relationship, but I can't lose him. It's such a hard decision and I don't know what to do: stay in the relationship or pursue the breakup?!