Crushed

by Grace
(U.K.)

There was this guy, and we went to school together for two years. Throughout that time, we never really talked to each other, but the summer before grade nine, we suddenly started hanging out. I thought we were friends. I thought we were best friends.


After a while, I developed a crush on him, which over the past year and a half has grown to be full-blown love. But I loved our friendship and I valued that more than any silly date, so I kept quiet. I did tell one friend, after she practically harrased me into telling her who I liked, and then she betrayed me.

She told him that I liked him.

We haven't discussed this, and I pretended that I don't know he knows, and he pretends that he doesn't know. For a while though, around 6 months, I thought he liked me back.

We would have hour long phone conversations, he was exceedingly sweet to me, always hugged me, or when we watched movies in my basement we would cuddle and he'd put his arms around me or we'd play footsies under the table at a meal. Everyone thought he liked me.

But now, suddenly, he has a girlfriend. He didn't even tell me about her. He tells me everything...usually.

So basically, he knew my feelings towards him, used that to his advantage to get cuddle-time and then turned around and kissed her, and I've never felt so betrayed and hurt. And not only did he betray me, but he didn't even bother to mention that he had a girlfriend.

I even gave him perfect opportunity, asking him "What's new?" and he said "Nothing". I just received a huge file of pictures of him kissing this girl from another friend, YET he considers it to be "nothing?"

So this is what I wish I could say to him, but will never utter in his presence because even through my broken-heartedness, I still want to be his friend:

YOU LED ME ON, THEN TURNED AROUND AND KISSED HER, BREAKING MY HEART. SO THANKS A LOT. THANKS FOR THE TEARS, THANKS FOR THE HURT, AND THANKS FOR THE MILLION TINY PIECES OF BROKEN HEART YOU LEFT ME.

THANKS A LOT, YOU JERK.

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So you want a heart? You don’t know how lucky you are not to have one. Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable.

~ The Wizard of Oz

How to back the love of your life

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Oct 26, 2009
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by: Grace (Author)

I don't believe that the pictures are fake, I mean, how could you fake something like that?

I haven't talked to him for two weeks, which is really long considering we've talked on the phone at least three times a week ever since we became friends.

I'm calling him today though, and I'll see how it turns out.

Oct 25, 2009
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Misunderstanding
by: marium

Maybe all this is a misunderstanding. Maybe those photos were fake! Honestly, you should tell him how you feel about him and then show him those photos and ask directly, "What is this?"

Oct 16, 2009
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by: Grace (the author)

Uhm, what's so funny? This is my real pain and real hurt so what part of it do you find humorous?

Oct 16, 2009
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Be happy
by: Anonymous

HAHAHA....!

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