cutting yourself

by lexii
(new south wales)

they will get deeper
they will scar
they will take some months to heal
and just wait till that 1st time you cut ''too deep''
and you freak out because the blood won't stop
and you're gasping
and you feel yourself shaking all over
you're having a panic attack but you can't tell anyone
swearing you'll never let it go this far again
but it will...
and further.