Evanescence

by Zelda
(Pittsfield, Maine, America)

I’m screaming in pain at you

And you don’t hear me

You caused my pain

In my heart

I wipe my tears of blood from my eyes

I wipe the blood from my wounds

And sit

And wait

For you

To love me

Again.

It might be impossible!

It may never happen!

Maybe I’m bluffing

Maybe I’m just too emotional

Maybe you Do love me

I don’t know.

You yelling hurts me

Your praise guilt’s me

Your voice scares me

But your words tangle me up in your fingers

And makes me wish for you to never let go.

Your protectiveness gives me hope

But I fear you?

But I love you.