My question is regarding a past relationship. Me and this guy dated for about a year, then broke up. After that, we continued to see each other off and on for about three years. In this course of time, I got pregnant but had a miscarriage.
After some time passed, we started seeing each other off and on, but never established a relationship. At times he said he wanted to be with me and that he loved me, but was not ready for a serious commitment.
Long story short, I started seeing someone, and he did too, but my relationship did not continue, however, he is still dating the girl. It's been almost a year now.
Truthfully, I still care a lot about him, I try not to think about him but I often find myself missing him or comparing other guys to him. We have seen each other, even with the new girl he is with, and even had sex a couple of times.
I guess my obvious question is, what should I do about him. I have tried to move on, I don't and have not called him for about nine months now, but I find myself still thinking about him, and missing him. Why is that? Should I try to get my ex boyfriend back
or is there something wrong with me?