first close kiss

by single sweetness
(yakima)

It was really awkward for me because he was my second boyfriend ever and we had been going out for 3-4 months already, but I had told him that I didn't want to kiss or anything yet. Then one day I told my friend to tell him I was ready so at lunch we went to our normal spot by this tree and then he was telling me how I had been, what I'd been up to and I would say not much. Then we were laughing having a good time and out of nowhere I feel him put his lips on mine and I completely turned around and the bell rang to go inside and during class I felt like crying. It was a scary feeling. I guess I know now that I wasn't ready!:)