First love hurts the most
by Marissa Sanches
(General Santos City, Philippines)
It's me again, Marissa... I wrote the story "In love with my best friend"... i dont know if you read it or not.. anyway..
we broke up. me and my best friend... unfortunately, i guess he's not the guy for me. I realized we didnt feel the same way. I thought he really loved me, but no he didnt. its just sad because i love him since i was a freshman and up until now, even if he broke my heart and chose another girl over me (which he did 3 times with different girls), I still freakin love him... and i dont know why.
all i know is, a part of me will love him forever.
its really hard to accept, its been 6 months now since we broke up but i still think of him a lot, everyday.. wondering if he still loves me. unfortunately, he seems pretty happy with his new girl now.
guess i'll just have to wait for the right guy..