Forbidden Love
by Pablo Seth Cohen Cullen
Or does it? I thought I found "my soulmate", the "one"... Even if we had NOTHING in common, we just... clicked. You know? We hated each other. I couldn't be within 100 miles radius close to her, I just couldn't like her. The same with her. I don't know why... we just couldn't be friends. But then it changed. We went to this camp (I'm 13 years old), and, as I said, we just clicked. She was like: "Well, let's be friends, let's make an effort" so I was like, "sure" and she hugged me, and, let me tell you, she gives THE best hugs I've ever been given! So we started flirting, you know, nothing out of the normal, just plain, goofy, flirt. But then one day, like the third day at camp, I realized something. I had fallen in love with someone I hated 3 days ago! So I go with my best girl friend, which, apparently is her (let's call her M) best friend, too. So I go with her and I'm like, "Oh my God. This can't possibly be true. I'm in love with M." And she's like so shocked, and I'm like, "What?" And she's like, "You. Like. M. M!" And I'm like, "Yeah, I don't know what to do!" And she's like, "Well, just give it time" So I'm like, "Ok." So we went on this little trip to these weird caves in I don't know where - not really important- and I start walking with M. "Who do you like?" she asks. "Well... that's a secret I'll never tell. XoXo, Gossip Girl" So we just start goofing around, and flirting again... "No, but seriously," she says "when are you gonna tell me who you like?" So I say, "Maybe today. It depends on my mood!" So she goes, "Well...if you tell me I'll tell you my big secret..." "What's your big secret?" "You go first. Maybe it agrees with yours..." So I go with A (both M and my best friend) and tell her. She's like, "You wanna know her big secret?" I go, "Yeah, duh!" "She likes you!" "Yeah... me too..." "No! Like like,like!" "Like, like?" "Yeah!" "I don't believe you!" Of course I believed her! "I swear!" "Ok! I have to relax!" So I went to M. We walked together, hugging, holding hands... I just melted, and we both knew what we felt for each other but pretended like we didn't and that all this (the holding hands and hugging) was a joke-but we both knew it wasn't. "You know, you gotta tell me who you like before I leave..." "WHAT?" I lost hold of her hand and looked at her. "Yeah... I'm leaving next month..." "And you didn't tell me?" "I thought it wasn't important?" "NOT IMPORTANT? We only have like a month left-I can't believe it!" --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Okay-- sorry, it is too long, I just get carried away... Just so you know, this IS true, and if you can, please give me some advice. Click here to read or post comments. |