Friends or Not?

by Katrina
(florida, north port )

You say you're my friend and you care, but where are you?
You not here stopping me from killing myself ...
so where are you?
You're on the phone, yelling at me, telling me I messed up everything, making me feel bad,
making me want to kill myself even more.

If you are my friend, why are you yelling at me ...
you should be holding me tight ... It shouldn't be just me alone, holding the knife.