Friends to Lovers

by milkshake
(hawaii)

I'm in love with this dude, but I'm not sure about his real feelings for me. He was calling me for like two weeks, then he stopped. I found out that he had a girlfriend.

We still have late night conversations, even though he is taken. I do answer his calls, even though I know it's wrong, but it seems like I can't stop myself from doing it.

He is like my addiction. Every time my phone rings, I am expecting that it is him. I think about him a lot. Then I realize that what I am doing is so not right, so I force myself not to answer any of his calls/texts.

Months have passed and his relationship with the girl got complicated. One day, he decided to break up with her. I had my hopes up again. I thought that our friends-lovers relationship would continue and it did.

Once again, I'm so in love, obsessed and hypnotized. I still dont know his real feelings for me and it sucks! I want to ask him, but I don't have the guts. We see each other every day, say hi, hello, what's up?

My story is lame, I know that.

Kiss like you mean it