friends with benefits and sex

by jessica

im in a big confusion right now. i met this guy anonymously and he wanted to date me before i ever saw him he wouldnt send me a picture of him or nothing i talked to him for a bout two months and then met him we went to a kick back and he took me home the next time we hung out was at his house i went to a family party but he told me to act like his friend because he didnt want his family to know we were dating cause it would be a big deal he started talking dirty to me but i would just laugh and ignore it the third time i met him was at his friends apartment we ended up having sex with no protection he sweet talked me into it we were fine until the 2nd time we had sex he broke up with me in the night because he said he was a player and wasnt good enough for me when he noticed i was speechless he told me babe i was just seeing what reaction you would have so we got back together 5 days later we had sex again and he broke up with me for reals he told me i wasnt freaky enough to be with him i told him that hes just playing games and that im not gonna go back out with him ever because he hurt my feeling he told me that he still likes me but that he just wants to be friends i said ok we can be friends he said your gonna be friends with benefits and i said no because ive never been in that situation he said that he wants to be my sex buddy and be with me bt that right now he doesnt want a serious relation ship the bad thing about this is that i really like this guy and i wanna be with him he asked me out again and i said no but i wanna say yes so what should i do laura hes a good guy i like him he calls me and texts me 24/7