Girls are not to be trusted
by Bexon Pereira
For 3 years I never told anyone about her. She was my coworker in my office. I loved her more than anything, even more than myself. She became the source of my living. Everyday that I saw her I felt alive. Her smile made my day so beautiful even if the day was bad. The first time I spoke to her about something personal, and then I went on to speak out my feelings to her. She was not surprised. She had a hunch about me having a crush on her. But she told me that she was engaged and will be getting married very soon. My heart was broken. But still, she was there for me. Slowly we came closer as friends. We started going out. We became more and more close. I don't know why I started loving her more and more. We started holding each other, sharing love physically. Hugging, kissing each other...it was good spending time with her. It was amazing. But suddenly she stopped talking to me. It came to a point where I couldn't do anything, seeing her upset and angry. It's now been 3 months since we stopped talking. She didn't even give me a last chance to be with her. Why did she do this to me? Now, I just love her as an angry person. Still, I love her very much. Trying to forget her but it's getting difficult day by day. So difficult because every time I see her I remember those time we spent together. I came to know that she is dating someone else. Not her future husband, but someone else. Just 1 question: why did she become close to me if she wanted to do this to me? Please, can you answer me? |