Guys are no fun
Turns out I started having a crush on this guy a couple months later. He always talked to me and every girl remembers all the little moments they've had with a guy that was special to them. He acted so nice and sweet to me. I ended up getting my schedule switched to where I ended up having 2 classes with him instead of just one. He would tease me and play around. We ended up being friends. I would always pick the perfect time to walk past him fast enough so he would notice and talk to me. It did work and we would walk and talk together. I had such great times with him. Well I ended up spilling it to one of my friends. And my friend's boyfriend, who was friends with him went and told him. It was a nightmare. Not exactly but the last thing I wanted to happen was for him to find out! I told her boyfriend he told the wrong guy. He felt stupid, but I was nervous. It wasn't the same afterward. He wouldn't walk and talk with me anymore. I mean he would still talk to me, but not as much. I did cry over it because I thought he would never like me. This was one of my biggest crushes. Like a month or so later, it started getting back to normal. I still liked him but I wasn't so nervous around him anymore. I was still falling in love with his eyes and smile but I wasn't going overboard. So I thought, "Okay, it's not too bad, nothing is going wrong and it can't get worse from here." I didn't want to get my hopes up. So I just let him come to me. Well he never did like me. It went back to our normal friendship which is what I wanted all along. There still will be a spot for him somewhere in my heart but I see him as a friend. I made it clear to him I didn't like him like that anymore and that I liked someone else. I'm glad things are back to normal but sometimes I wish there was something more. |