He broke my heart into a million peices

by Laura GebGeb
(United States)

I had a HUGE crush on this guy named Eric Gerdes, he is amazing. but he had a girlfriend but then he broke up with her so I decided to make my move before someone else did because he is a very popular nice and really funny person. so i asked him out threw a note in English... and he said yes! I was soooo happy!! the day after that was our field trip to the Science Center. I wasn't in his group but i got to be with him at lunch. I gave him soda oreos and money. I thought he liked me just as much as I liked him.. and is all I wanted to do was kiss him... on the way back we sat next to each other... and we didn't really talk but i didn't think it meant anything ... just that he wanted to have fun with his guy friends.... then after school he got on facebook and I said "heyy!(:" and he said "hey" and i said whats up???(: <3" and he said "nothing but I'm breaking up with you because I'm not ready for another girlfriend... but i hope we can still be friends" and I said "ya we can and its all good" then i logged off and ran to my room and cried from 9:30 to 12:00 in the morning and then i finally stopped crying but my heart never stopped aching... The next day was the spring fling and I went and hung out with my best friend Jaime trying to get my mind off of him... but of coarse he was there and my friends hung out with him and his friends... and i hugged him and he hugged like nothing ever happened so i tried to too but i never wanted the hug to end... His cologne going threw me and making me tingle inside and I wanted to break out crying but i held it in. Then guess what? the very next day he asked out jaime and she says yes... :( it made me cry all over again even longer now.I'm not ready for girls my ass! he could of said no... it wood still hurt but better than what he put me threw.... its been almost 5 months and they are still together and if i see them touch it brings back the pain all over again... I'll never forget that one day of love <3