heartbroken

by kayla breann smith
(kane IL)

every time i think i'm getting closer
you push me away
all i think is how much i miss
how you used to hold me that way
where did you go?
i miss you so much
all of this hurt
from one little crush

you broke my heart
after all we've been through
but through this all
i thought i loved you
now i know
you didn't love me back
i found out the hard way
your heart is black

now here i sit
wondering if you'll call
but then again
i don't care at all