Help me with love!

by Myca<3
(San Diego CA)

I've like this guy since third grade and now he knows because my friend told him. He said that he doesn't like me that way so one day I told him to talk to me the NEXT day in a note, and he totally stood me up.

I went to talk to my friend and saw him talking to his friend then he glanced at me, so I looked the other way. I'm in 7th grade now so he used to hang out with me in elementary school all the time, but now I guess he's gotten "cooler" and ignores me now.

I'm really sad and cry myself to sleep all the time. And it really doesn't help me now because I got into a fight with my friend who I've known since kindergarten and I miss my late grandpa.

So all this is giving me lots of stress and I can't talk to anyone about all this. But I cant handle it anymore so I extremely need your help. I've tried to get over him, but I can't.

I don't know why but he's so cute. I remember when I was sad in 5th grade, he would ALWAYS make me feel better and said that at least he was my friend. So whenever I'm sad, I remember that and that got me even more sad. So right now at this point, I'm pretty pathetic.