Hey Mom
by Shelby Vilanova
(Iola, Texas)
Hey mom,
I’m writing to you. Not to tell you that I still hate you. Just to ask you how you feel, and how we fell apart, how this fell apart? Are you happy out there in this great wide world? Do you miss your little girl? When you lay your head down how do you sleep at night? Do you even wonder if I’m alright? It’s been a long hard road without you by my side. Why weren’t you there all the nights that I cried? You broke my heart; you broke your child for life. It’s not okay, but I’m alright. I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes. But those are just a long lost memory of mine. I spent so many years learning how to survive. Now I’m writing just to let you know that I’m still alive. The days I spent were full of hate. I was so angry, the scars run deep inside this tattered body. There’s things I’ll take to my grave, but I’m okay, I’m okay. And sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time I’ll admit. That I miss you, said I miss you… Hey mom