Hope, Dreams, Wishes, and Heartache

by Diamesha LaShay Rozier
(Macon,Ga)

Yes, I consider 17 young, and that's the age I am now. I started liking this guy and I still do. I just wish that he would see me though I cry every once and a while just thinking about it.

He is in a relationship now and it hurts me VERY badly. We've been knowing each other for 5 years but our friendship/relationship has been on and off. I think it's funny how he all of a sudden falls in love with a girl he's been knowing for just some months. But what she doesn't know is that he's been going behind her back doing things.

First of all, the day after Christmas he did something with me and also took my virginity. I hope I'm not wrong for that. Am I ?

Anyway I want him back so bad. What should I do?