Hopelessly in Love
by Keicy
I fell in love with him, I fell harder than I ever did. This was the first time I experienced this feeling. It does not matter what age you are, you can experience love. And I have. And I'm only 12. And deeply , madly, passionately, terribly in love with this boy. Only he's 16. And he's never in one spot. I always hear he's traveling everywhere. And he's really busy, so it's hard to even speak to him. I just love him. So much. That I can't stop thinking about him all day. And all I want is him. And when I see him, I hold back tears. Because I know that no matter how much love I give, he'll never return it back. Because he is so busy. And he has so many girls to choose from. And here I am. Half a world away. Waiting. Wishing. Loving. Giving. I'm pouring my eyes out, crying myself to sleep every night, crying his name out, sobbing and screaming. I miss him. But he doesn't know. He does not know that out here, there's me. And he does not know that I really love him. Truly. Funny thing is, I've never met him. Do not comment telling me that it isn't love because I can promise you that it IS love. I have never felt this way. Ever. And when I know it is love, it is. Nothing matters in the world, but him. Sometimes I let him take over my life. I don't eat, All I think about is him. Sometimes I block everyone out from my life. And just let the thought of him flood my mind. I don't talk as much as I used to. I don't do my school work as much as I used to. I don't have fun as much as I used to. Every night I cry. And I pray. That someday he will realize, and know for certain, that I love him more than anyone ever has. I love him more than my own life. I love him more than anything. He is my life. And without him , I am nothing. I love you. But of course, You don't love me. I mean, You don't even know me. But still. No matter what. I will always love you. <|3 10 Secrets About Men Click here to read or post comments. |