How Can I Love You After You Killed Me?

by Jackie
(El Paso)

We used to be everything
The couple everyone wanted to be
There were no imperfections
And I was as happy as I could be

But then what happened?
You killed me
You left me there to die
And you were the only one
That could bring me back
You didn't seem to care
Even though you still loved me
Or so you said

I waited for you to come back
Waiting for you to bring me back to life
And when you finally did
I was the happiest person anyone could be
This lasted a long time
A perfect lie to me

But I didn't realize you were using me
I didn't realize you were lying to me
And when I found out
You killed me once again.
You told me all the truth
It hurt and I decided to die

My friends were there,
Trying to cheer me up,
Find another guy.
My brother just wanted to kill you
And all along he had told me the sad truth

You brought me back to life
Again...
But then you killed me
And the story begins again..
Why can't I learn??
Why can't I learn from my mistakes?

You don't love me
And you never will.