How Could You Do This To Me?

You've broken my heart once. But i forgave you. You broke it again. But again I forgave you. All I want is your love. All I want is for you to hold me tight. To tell me that you do love me. But I don't think you can do that. You can't prove it to me. You can't show me that I'm wrong in any way. And it kills me inside. But I've died and come back more than once, and that is true Immortality. No matter what I do it isn't enough. No matter how hard I try you don't care. Am I just fooling myself to think that you care about me? Or am I just plain stupid?



The tears that I have shed over you. The time I spend thinking about you, and wondering. Does he care? But again he can't show me. He's about to do it again. My heart is beginning to crack. But I don't know how many more times I can forgive him. Maybe one, maybe two. Maybe none at all. I don't know. It might crack or just break in two. But either way, I'm still crying and I can't seem to stop. All I want is your warm touch, for you to hold me tight...for you to love me. But I guess I'm asking to much.



You say you don't mean to, you say you will to. But every time I do you don't seem to care. But then two seconds later you say you're sorry.



Do you ever mean what you say? Do you even miss me? Do you miss us talking? Do you miss us hugging? Do you miss my smile? Do you miss us laughing? Do you miss seeing me everyday? Do you miss anything we used to have?