How You Killed Me
by Ozzie Baber
(AD dammmam)
waking up everyday,
in tears i break down and pray,
wishing for that one chance,
wishing for that one dance,
when i held you so close,
when i promised not to let go.
trying so hard to be strong,
when i was with you,
i thought i knew where i belonged,
then you came and said it's over.
my tears wouldn't stop
i didn't know how to recover.
strong and brave, but only on the outside.
until this day,
never let anyone know how i felt inside,
but here i am rhyming my pain,
still smiling,
lookin at the world from another place.
who was i to blame,
all you wanted from me was fame.
they're you go, you have it all,
don't look back because i'm about to fall,
pointing a pistol at my head,
don't want to know, don't want to think ahead.
here i am lying on my bed,
BANG!...I just shot myself,
but don't worry:
you won't know how you killed me,
because to be painfully honest:
YOU NEVER KNEW ME
And this is how you killed me!