Hurting Bad as hell

by missy
(NY)

I've been with my guy for five years. I love him deeply with all my heart and soul, and no matter what I have done, I have always kept him from getting hurt.

Come to find out he slept with another woman and she is pregnant. She later told him that the doctors had to induce the birth at seven months. I don't believe he knew. It was brought to his attention and I flipped out, causing me to lose my baby.

I love him and am not mad. I am just hurting like hell...please someone help me. I am about to lose my mind because I am now a month late. I love this man, I do, will all my heart.