I dunno

I've been with this guy for almost one year and I love him but I also feel safe, like nothing is exciting. We talk about having kids and getting married, but I also love this other guy.

Me and him have known each other for a while and actually dated but he moved and we drifted apart. We started talking again about us. He has a girlfriend.

When I talk to him, it's exciting and fresh and I really do love them both. My boyfriend is so lovey-dovey that it gets on my nerves. What should I do?