i hope time can wait....

by "catrina"
(city)

my friend (a boy, a classmate & a childhood friend) tells me many beautiful things- that i am beautiful, i'm smart, i have a cute smile, and that he'll miss me when i go to manila and he's gonna court me in the future. he said he will never let himself fall for someone else while we are apart in college, and when the time comes we meet again he said he will court me and we will be lovers...

the thing is, i think he said those words because i told him that love will get in the way of my goals and i don't want a relationship while we are studying.

i love him...but i don't want us to be in a relationship because we are graduating and there is not enough time together. i hope i'm not a fool for letting him go! i just want the best for me. and now, i'm just waiting for the right time...the time for us to be happy.