i like him but he will hurt me

by lizelle
(western australia)

i like him but i know i should stay away because he will hurt me, and so i try to move on. but everytime he tells me i mean the world to him and that he loves me, i fall again.

he would go away and leave me in this pain. and when i finally get used to it he comes again and i fall again. he doesn't understand how much it hurts when he does that and he is the only one that can make me smile when i feel like this.

and the saddest thing is we have never gone out or will soon because he has a girlfriend and i have a boyfriend. i know he will hurt me but i want him to be mine so bad...it is not fair.