I love you, but im not in love with you

by Eliza
(Somerset Ky USA)

I was with this guy for about 5 years... we had three beautiful children together and we were doing great there for awhile... he was so sweet and hes such a great father to them all. i just knew that he was the one until "that day"... the day that i went to visit my mother and he went back home which is 255 miles away from where my mom stays at... he got drunk on the forth or July and decided that he had the opportunity to cheat on me..so he did... i called him the next day and he was acting funny..i knew then something was wrong and i wanted to know, so i started asking question and being very understanding about it all... i knew that he cheated but i just wanted to hear him say it his self...so i had to find my own way back home and when i got there he said that he didn't know why i had came back..and i was like what is it?..you love me but don't want to be with me. then he said he didn't want it to be like this...but i had to leave with a broken heart...and then found out the truth that he did cheat on me..but its to late i have to move on.