I made the biggest mistake

I really love this guy and he loves me too. But I made such big mistakes by not trusting him. I kept on doing wrong things to him and he kept forgiving me. Now I am leaving this country so that he leaves peacefully. I wish him all the happiness of the world. I know he is gonna cry a lot when I am gone. But I love him so much that I do not want him to bear any pain because of me. Hope he gets someone nice and deserving in his life. I love you, Imran.