i miss him!

by Gretchen

i was talking to this kid ryan all summer and i went on vacation with my family to north Carolina beach. i stayed in this house for about 12 days with my dad's best friend's family. his best friend's step son was really cute and a senior. i'm a sophomore.

so as the days we spent together went by, i really liked him a lot and we were so close to going out. then one night me and this other kid mitch hooked up and it was all over. i had to pick between one of them! it was the hardest thing i've ever had to do.

so i picked mitch and we have been going out for a while. we broke up about a month and a half ago and i want him back so bad! i can't stop thinking of him and he is always on my mind!

and now i still like ryan but i don't think he likes me anymore even though we text and stuff.

then ryan told me the other day that my friend was really cute and i got so mad. i wanted to cry! i feel like no one likes me anymore and that i'm never going to have a relationship ever again.

and i cant get mitch back. i really love him but i know we won't get back together.

but next summer i'm going back to vacation and he is going to be in the same house as me again so his sister said we will probably get back together. i really hope so but i really want a boyfriend right now.