I still love him (but it's a secret)

by Audrey Jayne
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I once fell for this guy so hard that when we ended up going-out it was a lie and ...
when we broke-up, I got crushed hard. I still love him, but every time I see him, I act like I hate him to cover it up, but secretly I still love him. Just recently, he has started to like my best friend of 3 years. It hurts because she knows I still have feelings for him. She doesn't like him like that, but it still hurts to know that I love him so much, yet he likes or ..."loves," as he says, my best friend.

His name is Ryan Redford.