I thought you loved me

by Allynn C.

I thought you loved me...
but it was all a lie.
You told me all you wanted was to hold me in your arms
You said you'd always be there for me...
but where are you now?
You used me...
did you expect that to last forever?

You were my first kiss...
my first love...
I went to hell and back for you
and this is how you thank me?
You leave me?
Every night I lie in bed thinking about you
wishing it would all go away
But the more I think
the more I wish I was in your arms again
the more I think, the more I realize how much I still love you.

So what now?
Am I just supposed to forget?
Forget about all the pain you caused me?
Forget about all the lies you told me?
I gave you my heart...
and you gave it back broken